| Tap on my window knock on my door I want to make you feel beautiful |
[Aug. 20th, 2004|11:17 pm] |
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| | She Will be Loved-Maroon 5 | ] |
So right about now... I would be in the nice sunny Bahamas with my bestfriends and my boyfriend.... but tragically Erica came down with Mono few days ago. :( Were still fixen to go before school starts.
Heres a picture of my babyboy who I adore..
ya.
So this whole up coming week and I am going to be so bored. Erica wil be sick in bed and Kayla is at 1000 islands.
F.Y.I. Kayla and Erica are my two best friends in the entire world. Their my f'n backbone. It's kind of ridiculous how much I depend on them.
Next August when we start college the three of us are moving out and getting our own place. Probly one of those cute town houses. And we'll eat chinese every Sunday sitting down on our living room floor.
KlaMarie^Enaccs^Me
old school. when we were youngins.
I'm gunna get some sleep Good Night.
you might think I dont look, but deep inside the corner of my mind I'm attached to you. I'm weak it's true, 'cause my heart keeps falling faster |
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[Jul. 24th, 2004|01:19 pm] |
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There are just a couple of things that I thought I should tell you. I learned these while I was the object of your guy's affection. First of all, don't be frightened if he smothers much more love on you than you had expected. Don't be surprised if he treats you much better than any other guy you have ever met. And let it not scare you that he will actually listen carefully to every word you say, even when you're just speaking quietly. Also, you should know that he remembers everything you will say. He's hurt easily, especially by the painful words a careless girl will say. If you do hurt him, then you'll have to pay the price of seeing the broken look in his passionate and deep brown eyes, and watch the light in them fade. But if this happens, all is not lost- a kiss and an "I love you" can heal anything. And please, don’t say I love you to him, unless you really mean it, nothing hurts him more then someone who really doesn’t care. Sometimes, he won't tell you what he is feeling, but... just know that he is protecting you and if you ever feel that something isn't right, just look into his beautiful brown eyes and you will be able to see into him. You can see everything he is feeling, everything he is thinking, everything that isn't right with him... He won't ever try to hurt you, because he just isn't that way, so please don't hurt him because if you do, I don't think I could ever forgive you. I don't think there could ever be a worse feeling in the world than knowing that you have the boy that I love and knowing that you hurt him. You should know that if you two ever get into a fight, just make sure you pick only the ones worth fighting for... He will always keep his temper and will never curse at you or call you names, despite the anger he may be feeling. Though he may act mature, most of the time, once he's given you his heart, he will begin to open up to you and his silliness will make your heart smile, in a way that words can not explain. Don't hold a tight grip on him, let him go and be part of the world and experience new things. You will find that he is a busy guy and that he is so very independent. Sometimes, he will need his space, but don't worry... He'll always make time for you and even when you're not around, you'll be in his thoughts. You will find that he isn't like any other guy that you have met, so please don't take him for granite. When it comes to his money, don't take advantage of that, He will be so unselfish with it, because that is the way he is. Remember, He likes blue better than green, blonds better than brunettes, Republicans better than Democrats, Soft pretzels win over Steak, Kacki over denim, Leather over cloth, and even though he won't admit it, he really does like to be surprised. He is less tough than he may appear, you just have to take the time and let him bring down his guard... He is so sweet and so amazing and know that if you ever leave him, you will break his heart apart, the same way that my heart breaks apart, as I sit here writing this to you. Don't ever try to pull him away from his dreams. He is going to be an extremely successful attorney and won't ever let you give up on your dreams, either. He will encourage you to become everything you can be and will never, ever let you down. He likes it when you kiss his ear and nothing is better than hugging each other. Just watch how your hand will fit perfectly into his and when it does, it seems as if nothing in the world could hurt you, because he is there. And when he puts his arms around you and tells you that you are the girl he loves, you will know, there isn't any guy in the world better than him... Don't ever let him go. You will regret doing so, for the rest of time... I promise, you will. " |
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| I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside |
[Jul. 20th, 2004|09:40 pm] |
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| | Stacie Orrico- More to life | ] |
Some eye candy for ya'll... heheh
me n shelly below
 naccs & me--INNOCENT!
kayla and granny below -- her bein a goddamn porn star
 oldie but goodie.. heh WHO DOES THAT
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| My hearts at a low I'm so much to manage I think you should know that i've been damaged |
[Jul. 17th, 2004|10:47 pm] |
| [ | I'm Feelin' |
| |  happy | ] |
| [ | could i push rewind... |
| | TLC- damaged | ] |
ok well erase everything I said in the entry before.
I dont hate boys any more.
Actually... they really can be kinda understanding sometimes :) thnx again
Things are finally looking good.
Tonight me and the girls went out with our other friend (cant tell you who sorry) We cruised around and on the way home HOTTEST MOTHER EFFERS in a red camaro drove next to us on the express way and we tried giving them our number but its kinda hard when ur going 75 mph. Then our exit came and then we lost them. goddamnit.
neways...
...Bahamas
...first week of August
with ANDY!! o god it cant come soon enough
well i'm gunna go load some pics me and kayla took today with the digital then go to sleep in my own bed for once. Ahh
GoodNight <3 you's |
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| I'm sinking slowly so hurry hold me, your hand is all I have to keep hanging on |
[Jul. 17th, 2004|05:55 pm] |
| [ | I'm Feelin' |
| |  bitchy | ] |
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| | Michelle Branch- All you wanted | ] |
Well the past few days ive been...
just laying out in the sun and swimming and what not with Kayla. ^ The hot chic above. And we've been chillen with Andy Fragassi!!! <33
Everyones been in bad moods tho..... and it got to me.
I dont even want to have fun!!!
Boys bother me
Especially when one of them puts you through so much shit and drops you several times AND after all that still has the nerve to ruin your chances with someone else.
oh my goodness!!
Seems like everytime I find someone one I like I cant be with them for some annoying reason.
How many times has this happened now??
But I'm ok.
NEWAYS...
Kayla and Erica are here, falling asleep on my couch.
Gunna go wake them so we can get ready and merk.
Gotta stop and see our pontillo's boys tonite!
I'll add more later 2day Peace
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[Jul. 12th, 2004|11:06 pm] |
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| | Michelle Branch-Its you | ] |
If tomorrow never comes
I would want just one thing
I would tell it the stars and the sun
I would write it for the world to see
And it’s you
The light changes when you’re in the room
Oh, it’s you
Whoa, it’s you |
If tomorrow never comes
I would want just one wish
To kiss your quiet mouth
And trace your steps my fingertips
And it’s you
The light changes when you’re in the room
And it’s you
Oh, it’s you
Oh, it’s you |
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| Almost Cried |
[Jul. 11th, 2004|08:20 pm] |
Girl: Slow down. Im scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? Its bugging me.
(In the paper the next day):
A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. 2 people were on it, but only 1 survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
If there's anyone you love this much, re-post this in your journal. |
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| On the way down I almost fell right through, but then I saw you |
[Jul. 11th, 2004|03:08 pm] |
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| | On the Way Down- Ryan Cabrera | ] |
Been wondering why it's only me
Have you always been inside waiting to breathe
It's alright, sunlight on my face
I'M OVER IT
that sums it up. ok? ok.
Last Night went to see Andy's band play-- he's so damn cute playing the drums. Then I just went back to erica's and slept foreverrrr.
Now im bout to go lay outside w. my momma dukes.
Then idk goin down to the beach later 2nite w. the crew.
dont have much 2 say.
sry
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| You mess me up.... |
[Jul. 7th, 2004|06:05 pm] |
| [ | I'm Feelin' |
| | ecstatic | ] |
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| | Jessica Simpson- With you | ] |
Last night was 2 funnie
"I'll drink 2 that"
me and kayla got home round 1230 from chillen w. the boys at the PARK. ha go figure!
neways we stayed up all night and drank. yep just the 2 of us & talked on the phone all night 2 Erica.. she was sleepin over Nickolas's house and let me tell u they were cracccckin me up!
Good Time...
This morning tho erica showed up @ my house teary eyed..
Shelly has ANOTHER boo boo
poor shelly ((3000 gt mitsbushi)) OUR BABY!
its pearl white and pearls come from oysters and oysters come from shells? So she's Shelly to us.
But she scratched it up bad and idk she just hasnt been having good days.
ERICA NACCA I LOVE U BABY GIRL and ur b-day is coming!!
uk what that means!
So the 3 of us had a crying fest. 3 of us def. needed it.
& dont EVEN make fun of us.
Then we all slept all day and now Im in SUCHA GOOD mood.
ahhh
And idk MY HOPES ARE UP REALLY HIGH and I'm kinda scared that they are.
I gotta go blow dry my hair then I'm meetin up Brendon and Andy to help them shop.
Then afterwords.... :)
Till then -- Ta Ta |
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[Jul. 6th, 2004|02:23 pm] |
Lucky you! You are a BOMBSHELL AMONG BOMBSHELLS,
Marilyn Monroe. You are the ultimate woman.
You've got style, class, sex appeal and most of
all "the look". You are every man's
dream girl, no matter what era. You're the
essence of everything feminine and sexy, but
are a little ditzy at times. All you need is
some red lipstick and some Chanel #5 and you've
got it made. Watch Marilyn float across the
screen in "The Seven Year Itch" to
see how a little bit of body language goes a
long way!
Who is your inner bombshell?
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| Pain is inevitable....Suffering is optional..... |
[Jul. 5th, 2004|11:45 am] |
| [ | I'm Feelin' |
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| | Breathe -- Michelle Branch | ] |
Friday night me and erica jam packed the GT and drove down to Brendons cottage to camp!!--Andy and Nick came too and followed us in the Nova.. untill it died right when we got off the thru way. Freakin pain in the ass had to drive like 25 mph so they wouldnt loose us. By the time we got there we missed out on watching the sunset! But I had fun. I jumped off of Brendons high dock into the lake! Funniest thing in the world.
Me and erica left the next day and went strate to her cottage. Slept most of the afternoon till the boys came (Brendon, Andy, Bill, and Nick) We took out erica's huge partayy boat and went out and partayyed on it all night.
i <33 my friends Good Good 4th of July Weekend!
Listen to me complain... plz? :(
It hurts when things mean EVERYTHING to you and you find out that it meant NOTHING to someone else.
I'm so proud of myself that I've been staying strong... but sometimes you get sick and tired of bein so goddamn strong.
I dont even care anymore Im not gunna act like this isn't bothering me because I'M NOT OK and I DO CARE and MY FEELINGS WERE HURT.
God you don't even know.
I want to mean the world to someone and just be put FIRST.
kayla^^ heh i love you
k well ... Its done and over with.
Moving on.........
right girls? |
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| I'm Loving Angels instead |
[Jul. 1st, 2004|10:49 am] |
| [ | I'm Feelin' |
| |  hyper | ] |
| [ | could i push rewind... |
| | Jessica Simpson - Angels | ] |
Of all the things I beleived in I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes but i do not cry
Counting down the days that pass me by
Ive been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Feels like I'm starting all over again
Last few years were just PrEtEnD...
And its hurts to want Everything and Nothing at the same time
I want whats yours and I want whats mine
I want you....
But I'm not giving in this time
Last couple days have been so strange! I dont even know! And I cant even tell you. Sorrry!
I feel like i haven't gotten my way in So Long. And I'm not even complaining. Just saying... WTF!! I just wish I had someone who understood exactly what I mean. But... no chance of that.
Gunna go put my new HOT bathing suit on and float around in the pool and tan!!! So freaking relaxing.
Cyaa
Oh! IM GOING TO THE BAHAMAS THE FIRST WEEK OF AUGUST WITH... er, kayla, marlena, manda, nikki, brendon and andy too Partaayyy @ ERICAS NEW HOUSE RITE ON THE BEACH!!!!!.
k just had to state that too put me in a Good mood :) bye!
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| On a Monday I am waiting By Tuesday I am Fading... |
[Jun. 28th, 2004|07:02 pm] |
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| | Pieces of Me-Ashlee Simpson | ] |
"I am good, But not an Angel. I do sin, But I am not the Devil. I am pretty, But not beautiful. I have friends, but I am not the Peacemaker. I am just a small girl in a big world trying to find someone to Love." Marilyn Monroe
Stayed home all day because this weather has been ruining my plans!!
Talked on the phone to this girl Alex for awhile. Its great how many friends you can make from X boyfriends. :)
Alexandrea comes back home today!!!! Only staying a couple weeks though. God I love that girl. April 16, 2003 was a very important day to us and we shared it which makes me love her even more;-) If you only knew what i was talking about you would understand the importance. Stupid girls we were. Nevermind I gotta go get ready because me, erica naccs, kayla, and erica minni are going to go over to her Gramma's to see her and catch up on things and bond!!!!
Cyaaa
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| Further seems forever |
[Jun. 28th, 2004|12:19 pm] |
| [ | I'm Feelin' |
| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | could i push rewind... |
| | Last Thing On My Mind-LeAnn Rimes | ] |
Things I want:
GUESS wallet (Signs Trifold)
Louis Vuitton Tote Bag
Louis Vuitton Cherry Blossom Hand Bag
Ford Mustang (Coup Mach 1) Hot pink --black leather inside
Pink Floral Print Strapless Dress from Charlotte Russe (So pretty go to the site and click "gotta have" and take a look http://www.charlotte-russe.com/spring2004/ )
White Maltese (would keep the fur short)
Hot Pink Tommy Overalls
Pink Play Boy Flashing Antenna for my Cell Phone
The Notebook on Dvd (Best Movie Ever)
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[Jun. 27th, 2004|05:19 pm] |
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Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
It's nice to know you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
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[Jun. 27th, 2004|04:32 pm] |
| [ | I'm Feelin' |
| |  okay | ] |
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| | Anytime-Brian Mcknight | ] |
Do I ever cross your mind?
anytime
Do you ever wake up reaching out for me?
Do I ever cross your mind?
anytime
I miss you..
Ive been dicken around with this for about an hr now. Tryin to figure how I can pick my own picture as the backround..if you know how let me know. Thnx. Well neways I gotta go shower since its 530 and I still haven't yet. Because yes, I am a fatass and I sat on my ass the entire day eating and laying around :) But I'm about to geta moving coz 2nite is Sunday which means I'm goin up to the beach with my girls in the 3 thou ;-) So I'll post later because I assumed I would have something worth writing about to say. But i guess i dont today. Sorry. |
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